Sunday, 1 April 2007

Mr Lorry Driver

So, Mr Hypnosis's loss could be Mr Lorry Driver's gain then? I think NOT!!

OK, so I went against all security advice and met Mr LD at his home. Having spent a great deal of time on the phone to him during the previous week I wasn't unduly concerned about my safety as he came across as a very down to earth, honest and trustworthy bloke. And when I expressed my concerns to him, he very understandingly suggested giving a friend his details - home phone number etc as back up. Which I did.

Toyboy rang me to check I'd got there alright (70 miles away); friend texted to check on me; little brother texted and called frequently (although at one stage when I didn't respond he was going to ring 999, despite me having told him only to do so if I said the code "I need chocolate"!!!)

And in person Mr LD was exactly as he was on the phone, pleasant, good to chat with, down to earth and easygoing. He has his insecurities and his issues - but then again, don't we all? But he's good company and a lovely personality.

Then things got a little steamy (as they always seem to do with me) and I think that really, that's where we became totally incompatible! I'm used to being in control, I like feeling as though I have an equal role to play - not that I'm just some plaything. I'm used to tenderness and affection and not the feeling that someone's doing this, not because they actually want to - but more because they have a need to, like they've an itch to scratch, not that they actually enjoy it.

It's a shame, cos he's a nice, decent bloke and at the least I would have liked for us to be friends.

Oh well, off to bathe and soothe my sore body!

Para xx

2 comments:

polekitten said...

"like they've an itch to scratch, not that they actually enjoy it"

should Mr Lorry Driver not have enjoyed himself?? He sounds a decent bloke. From your past blogs you seem to enjoy sex, if not offer yourself to it!! And married men ... have you no morals??

Mr LD is pleasant, good to chat with, and down to earth. He is a decent bloke!! your words!! So where did it all go wrong?? When it looked so right??

PK x

Paradoxicalgirly said...

Thank you for your comment. I think possibly that you've misunderstood the itch to scratch bit. Maybe you should re-read it to get the actual sense.