... I really shouldn't have listened to his corny lines!
Apparantly there's no 'connection' between myself and Biggles - despite his initial reaction! Mind you, it didn't stop this non-existent connection from waking me up at 4am this morning to forwarn me of what was to come! Not had one of those feelings since the day hubby disappeared.
He's finished it before I get in too deep, apparantly. However, with my lack of trust in men, and my wariness, my feelings for him were merely a reflection of the feelings I received from him.
Granted, I felt insecure when he wasn't here but I know that was because I have too much time on my hands to think, and also because being at the receiving end of such intense, passionate feelings when he was here - I feared it was too good to be true. Which obviously it was!
I trusted him wholeheartedly, which is a lesson I shall learn from. As is the lesson I shall learn about not lending money to people I've not known very long. I don't suppose I shall see my emergency stash of cash again! However, if I don't, at least he earned about £14 a shag!! And if that's the price he's willing to put on himself, well so be it.
A period of celibacy beckons.
Para xx
PS - Biggles, you might be a CS, but that's only because you ML with feeling.
PPS - I really do have a confession to make about one really naughty thing I did! But it's soooooo naughty, I really don't know if I can bring myself to confess!
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no connection? who you tryin to kid? I've seen the txts. could be a v good liar I spose. sort your head out man, Para's a top lass and you know it.
No connection? That's such a pathetic cop out line it's a wonder that he was able to think of it himself. The guy is clearly a knob on legs, but without the usefullness a knob usually has.
He is a piss poor excuse for a person (won't call him a man as that would be offensive to the real men out there)and you are clearly better off without him. If he's willing to prostitute himself for a few quid, then good luck to him, but you don't need what he's selling, para. Hugs to you, my love xxx
Thanks guys! The really annoying thing is that I'm really upset about MM2. He's not talking to me now - cos I finished things cos of Biggles - and I'm sat here bawling my eyes out about that.
Erm, did I say £14? Think that may have just gone down to £10. But what the hell - it was fun!!
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