... Or am I? You tell me!
You know you read about people with bipolar disorders being either deep in the depths of despair, or being on a complete high? Well, I'm not like that - but I do have these major swings from peace and tranquility to being totally over-excited!
I'm loving the feeling of peace at the moment. I just feel "yeah, that's it". I feel calm and relaxed and at one with myself - which sounds so terribly cliched! But I do - I'm me, and I really rather like me! I feel really rather chilled and contented.
But then, I get really over-excited at the smallest things! Maybe it's something I've read, or a job I've applied for, or a compliment I've been given, or chatting to someone online - just really small things. It's strange!
That's not to say though that, for all I have a sense of peace and I have my over-exciteable moments, I don't have my down times. Last week I had two very down days. Very down. But I just pretend to people that I'm OK and I deal with it myself, go with the flow. Those are the days I really miss cuddles.
One day at a time - it's another cliche, but one I have to live by at the moment!
Para xxx
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