Thursday, 23 August 2007

Flippin' Fed Up :-(

OK, so things with MM1 were finished a while ago and I was pleased that he was understanding about the whole thing.

Only now he doesn't seem to be. Now he keeps wanting sex again. Or a BJ.

And I'm very disappointed that he keeps asking me.

He keeps telling me that Mr DeadTree doesn't need to know. But if I gave into his demands, I'd find it difficult to not tell Mr DeadTree. I'd hate myself. I'd hate MM1 for putting me in that position.

And I don't want it to get to that. I very much value MM1's advice and friendship - and he's been an absolute star this past couple of years, and I really really don't want to lose that.

And my head can do without being messed about like this when I'm just getting it back together again!

Para xxx

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